Thursday, March 4, 2010

*le sigh*

Have you ever come to a major crossroad in your life?

A time in your life where you've had to make a big decision and no matter how many logical choices you have in front of you- you're just not sure which path to take? Am I the only one who is so indecisive that the second I mentally confirm my decision, I question whether or not it's the right one, which sends me into more questioning and contemplating?

A thousand different people have given me their two cents {half of them I'd probably just rather them give me 2 pennies} on what they think the best decision is... some opinions have been welcomed, other have not. Go with your gut feeling, think about the future, think about your future, do what makes you happy, pray about it...

I honestly have no instinct either way... am I that numb to emotions these days?

Part of it makes me think that I am just so scared to death to break free of my safety net... my comfort zone... I have my family here, my friends, a job that doesn't pay the greatest- but I still love it... how long am I going to stay stagnant in this safety zone?



How long am I going to completely avoid anything that has to do with commitment?

I am so confused... it's times like this that I wish the Staple's Easy Button really worked.
{{It's been a rough few days...}} encouragement welcomed.

*le sigh*


8 comments:

MuLtI-CoLoReD SPRINKLES said...

Well you know Ill love you no matter what....I have faith in you and know for sure that you will make the best decision for you...

Rasha said...

I love you and am here if you need me! hah that picture is hilarious.

elledee said...

"I wish the Staple's Easy Button really worked."

Ha, that made me laugh!

Silvia said...

I love your blog and new follower! Looking forward to reading more :)

Gwen said...

Girl I tell you what...I'll pray for you. XOXO

molly YEH! said...

ughhh i'm in the same boat, hun. i have to make my decision by sunday. not looking forward to it.

LiLu said...

I hear you on that Easy Button... let me know if you get it to work :-)

Rasha said...

Girl I miss you!!!